That Valentine's Day..

ok...it's kinda late to post this...but i guess it's ok.. i got da pics late..=,= so..dat explains..

it was da day before..(friday) we finished our test 4..and...we went klcc for movie..(planned to watch either benjamin button or bride wars..but..turned out underworld 3) kuan yee suggested to...'masak masak' having recipe books as guides...and..we decided at Vanessa's hse...

da next day..i think..about..1pm??(i was late...and KY had to wait for quite some time..and..Sim Yee was later) we reached tesco..and...shopping.. =D

List of items that we bought :
- 2 packets of spaghetti
- about..1-2kg of potatoes
- vege's for salad
- sauce(for spaghetti and everything la)
- chicken breast??
- 2 bottles of sparkling juice
- alot more.. cant remember.. haha!! so..total was about... 80bucks++ and...Ah Yan paid for everything.. =D (we paid back of course..=_=)

sparkles' juice??

Vanessa's hse :
Started peeling off potato skin and...slicing them..boiled da other half of potatoes for mashing.. and other veges as well..

AIYA MALAS LA!!! LET THE PICS DO DA JOB LA!!! GAWD DAMN MANY PICS..=_=

peeling and slicing..

i must say..it was very messy..

San May was so into our conversation that she forgot about the sausages..and..

the boiled and steamed mash potatoes..reason it was steamed..because..it wasnt soft after boiling..=,=

the kantoi-ed..

the kantoi-er..

Kuan Yee and Vanessa

(you love kaspersky)

Ah Yan and her.... mushroom-soup-spaghetti??

Itada-kimasu!!

so..after eating, cleaning all... MAHJONG!!! =D

and finally... DISMISS!!

Chinese New Year!!

how should i start.....hmm.... alright..like this...

how was it?? :
not bad...been eating alot...and...i guess i deserve it..gained 3kg..and..yes...big tummy is back.. =(

where?? :
for da whoooole week...i was in kampung...which is Ipoh..

what i did there?? :
1. i.....'ve been eating.....eating...and...addicted to eating...
2. been getting 'ang pao'
3. been playing digimon rumble arena with bro and cousins...
4. been visitting dad's friends..
5. bbq at Kuan Yee's house..
6. gambled at KY's hse...bet with only 20cents..and..lost....1.20bucks..haha!!
7. outting with Ah Yan, San May and KY...Ah Yan was gambling with KY's frends..and..went out dinner at Jalan....Tong Sui(what ever u call it) or 'Tong Sui Gai" =D
8. went to Taiping...and..that's where i realised i was addicted to eating..
9. lastly..laze around... did nth..

THINGS THAT I HAD LESS..DURING THIS CNY :
1. dried meat - i realised it when KY served them..(which was..dat bbq night) only had it twice..
2. yee sang/ lou sang - compared to last year...we had...like..duno how many times in a week... this year..so far..only had once...and..maybe the second..tomorrow...
3. cny's junk food - only had kuih kah pet when visitting dad's frend in taiping.. prawn crackers..less too..
4. ice kacang - only had it...on da day before cny..and...dat night itself...(twice a day)


THINGS THAT DID NOT HAVE..DURING THIS CNY :
1. dinner in grand restaurant..with all the food in a set..
2. 'yu chu'(roasted pig)
3. 'yee chi'(shark fin's soup)
4. NGA CHOI KAI!!!(tauge ayam) - the 3 things listed up there..i dun mind... but...nga choi kai!!! is almost a must..


THINGS THAT THIS CNY HAD, but NOT PREVIOUS' :
1. gamble..
2. outting with friends..
3. shaved ice with fruits (awesome stuff)

something extra :
- I was in Ipoh for exactly a week..and...dat's..really long...and because of that.. I COULDN'T HANG OUT WITH FRENDS IN KL!!! ESPECIALLY 'PAI NIAN' IN KL!!!!!(although..we're trying to make it tomorrow)
- overall...it was not bad actually.. =)

GONG XI FA CAI!!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Hope It Gives You Hell!!!

lately...i've been listening to this song nonstop... i like it...







this is the official video...and...dun mind about da blank part.. starting at 3.28th min..

just...my expressions...

Just so you know that..i've posted quite some....songs there... yes...you can call me emo boy..or..wat ever -mo la... i admit dat...i was once broken-hearted... i was in deep love before.... but..getting together.....i dun think dat actually happened.... look..da reason im posting this..is not because i'm trying to bring back 'something'....or trying to touch anyone's feelings...but i'm doing this is because.... i just feel like telling and..expressing my thoughts lately...in a way..to help my frends or those ppl who were once like me too...

I have frends who were once broken-hearted too...i want them to know that..what they're going through...is as normal as this earth is rotating in its orbit.. in fact..i feel glad and...comfortable to tell them..as..it might be a way to make them realise that they're not the only one to feel this way...i once gone and still going through this so called 'problem'....but...i can say dat..i'm not as 'serious' as my frends...as..i'm totally, completely, 100% over my past... getting over the past doesnt mean that i cant reminisce those days right... in fact..reminiscing them...is not something that i can control... sometimes..what we see..what we do...and especially what we hear...are da factors...

Songs..are always.....all da time... reminding me of those days...honestly...i was soooo sure that i'd gotten over the past...that i 'declared' it myself... i'm having a new great life with my new frends in college...and..still knowing more of them... but...there were many times that..i still cried badly after listening to....songs....meaningful and memories-bringing songs... actually..i did not expect myself to cry again cuz of the reason...but...it's out of my expectation... and i'm very glad that..this 'problem' is quickly 'fading'... but of course..i cant gurantee for what's gonna happen in the future...

I admit..lately...i've been kinda emo....not really enjoying myself...it was quite obvious of me..that my frends were asking me what's wrong... dun ask me anymore....i really really have no idea for why i was feeling like dat all of a sudden.. one thing for sure..it's not because of this 'problem'.... it's da feeling that leads to this 'problem'...

Somehow...whenever i listen to those nostalgic songs...i feel....comfortable...and...as if...i was 'alive' back in those days... it was da 'pain'..da 'torture' dat made me feel dat.....my life was there...existed...whenever i do that...i wasnt forced to...i listen..willingly...and with desire... honestly...those days..were hell... but after i'd gotten over it...thinking back.....i do have da 'missing' feeling... i do miss the presence... i do miss those 'busy' days....i do miss those eye tearing days... and most of all...i do miss...the pain...
jokingly..i'd like to say that...i love girls who can make me 'suffer'...and 'bleed' nonstop...all the time..i'd dare to say that...this 'way'...is to prove that our love has existed before......
honestly...who knows that...i would really love girls who can 'torture' me like that...

Recently..my frend..asked me this ques..."goh...when u see da couples right...do u feel anything ah??like...terasa like dat..." "no..i dun feel anything at all...why sudenly ask like dat??u feel smth??" "yea...like...i miss the 'presence' la.."
let me say this once again...it's NORMAL to feel that way... (yes T*****..i'm talking about you..haha!!)

After all these..i hope...readers out there do not mistaken with THREE things...
first.. I DO NOT MISS ANYONE FROM THE PAST ANYMORE.. (this is old case)
second.. I DO NOT HAVE ANY INTENTIONS TO HURT ANYONE WHO READS THIS..
third.. I'M NOT EMO OR SAD ABOUT MY PAST AT ALL.. I'M JUST SHARING WHAT I FEEL..

Thank you..

nth but songs...old skool...

so much more to say...james wendt

yes..lately...i've been kinda down..so..been listening to kinda...emo songs..this is one of them...it's really a great song...together with this suitable video.. MUST WATCH THIS MOVIE!!! IT'S REALLY AN AWESOME MOVIE!!! well..to me la..hehe.. 'honey and clover' the movie..









cai hong...jay chou..


was listening to emo songs till 2.45am like dat... more like..trying to listen to songs dat remind me of....those....'presence' days... this song...is definately one of them...








learning to fall...boys like girls..

after watching again and again...in d end..i decided on this...very very sorry that...da quality of da sound..is..quite bad...but...im sure at least still can listen right... ok..look...you might think that it's very emo to post this...but...i find it...meaningful...and...more interesting compared to da other one..so..dat's why i chose this... not to forget..this song..is one of the songs that 'accompanied' me...back to those days...all the time....









and finally....the ultimate....
liang bai ju shang....alan ke you lun...

the reason i said...this is the ultimate song...is because...this song...really reminds me..of...those 'missing days'....
i'm terribly sorry that...i cant post this video here...cuz...i cant get da embed...so...pls pls pls check it out in this link... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VZ_0VMzmETo&feature=channel

NEW YEAR!!!

hey 2008!!! i got smth to say to you!! YOU SUCK!!! well.. only da first half year... AND THE VERY LAST FEW DAYS BEFORE NEW YEAR!!! WTF!!! i had hiiiiiiigh fever...bad cough...vomit...bleeding nose.. and restless nights!!! argh!!! because of that... i couldnt go anywhere and celebrate with my friends... =( DAMN!! what a way to start new year...

well... the second half year was..not bad...and slowly becoming... goood..... great.... AWESOME..... to those out there reading this blog..should know la.. hehe

anyhow... goodbye 2008....and helloooo 2009... i don't think you're any good as well.. =,=

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Christmas!!!

omg!!! totally forgotten and din't know what to blog!!! so... kinda forgotten one of da most important thing in this blog too...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! =D