big bang!!

I'm so sorry but I love you
(I love you more more)















i wanna rock with u
dance with u
do everything with u

that AS results day...

it was...very unpleasing..and....disappointing...

i somehow..find this song kinda suit my feeling now... in fact.. i've been listening for days...

random..

Namie Amuro - Hide and Seek

11-July-2009

finally the... I'd-given-up-test was over..and..
finally..i have da time to blog..a long one..and....

like what i'd promised in one of my earlier post..which is to blog about this..
yes..it was the date..dat we went sunway pyramid..and...i finally experienced my first ass-falling-ice-skate.. haha!!
before dat... i have three confessions here...

first.. well..since SOMEONE wanted this apology...so... "SORRY!!" for laughing or..made fun of you last time.. ( honestly....like..HONESTLY.. i really really cant remember was i even laughing at you..=_= )

second.. to all da pro ice skaters.. especially da dancers... you all definately have my GREATEST SALUTE.. (skating..ISNT smth as easy as it seems ok.. SERIOUSLY.. and what about performing and stretching legs and...bodies all.. =_=)

third.. i like skating.. =D although i SUCK BIG TIME!!!=,= never mind...this is not an activity dat no one in this world can do... all i need is just PRACTICE.. hehe.. (and time..=_=)

ok..let's start with da night before..

went to Faris' hse..

slept over..
watched Monster Vs Alien.. ( again!! =D )

tried to immitate MJ's moves..failed kau kau..

sneaked out to McD at...1am...ish..

watched Angels and Demons..

online..

tidur..

next day..

rushed home..bathed..

went back to Faris' house..
fetched to sunway pyramid..
and...started la skating all..

alrite..here's da....potong stim story..=_=
either Faris or Phraveen suggested ice skating..and..asked me whether had i skated before.. i said no..and straight away..
"ok!! u must try.. let's go"
and so..let's go la... excited excited all..put on da skate shoes..tied up properly..den...both of them..started....

"eh goh..i tell u ah..skating is daaamn tiring...and it hurts your feet..."
"there was once i skate ah...i had blister.."
"there was once..a girl fell down..and...another skater went over her fingers..and..da fingernails came out.."
"there was once a guy..fell down..head first..and he shattered his specs in his face.."

ok... so...wat's do you reply when somebody's tellin 'interesting stories' to you??
you say 'THANK YOU'.. =_=

seriously....dun ever ever think dat you can skate by recording videos of other ppl's body movements into your brain..
and if u really think so...try stepping da skate shoe into da ice ring...
and yes..i fell once...ass first..and it was....fun..=D and wet..=_= haha!!

da STINKY SHOES!!! =_=

so...after skating all...it's makan time...we were all damn hungry...and it was worse when we had to wait for Esther..who got lost somewhere and kept telling us dat she was on her way to where we waited for her..=_=

( who is Esther?? she's Esther Chiah... used to know her back in badminton training..never knew her personally..and...she was da one who provided us transport to and back from S.P )

okok..here's da final part..

we went to Sushi Zanmai.. =D

confession!!! : omg......they serve da best sushi i've ever tasted... and most of all!!!! i looooooove da wasabi!!!!! it was.....what i needed... haha!!

Faris.. and his...new glow-in-the-dark thingy for his phone..given by Esther..

the.. you-know-who.. =_=

(well...i couldnt get Esther's pic...so.... continue la.. =D haha)

hmph...seriously..it was a very very tiring day...

da moment we got into da car....it was...100% relaxation....

Maroon 5's songs were played...

spacious and comfortable seats..

the night view of KL..

moving at 100++km/h without any feels-like-flying feeling.. ( here's the story..i was staring at da outside view..and to my wonder...everything seemed...kinda slow..and when i looked at da speed meter..it was 100km/h and above.. i was totally...WOW-ed.. = )

and yes... we were daaaamn JAKUN in the 5 series BMW..

especially Phraveen with da.... 'mysterious-mind-controlling-light'... hahahaha!!!

Overall... it was quite a fun day...with new experiences.. hehe..

Thank You!!

OBSESSION..

Deeply in LOVE...




(intro) Battlecry - Nujabes




Aruarian Dance - Nujabes




Just Forget - Nujabes




Shino's Theme - Nujabes




Tsurugi no Mai - Nujabes




Counting Stars - Nujabes




Uyama Hiroto - Stratus




Mystline - Nujabes




Kodama - Nujabes




Reflection Eternal - Nujabes




The Space Between Two World - Nujabes






best songs ever to relax..

roller babies..

alright...first of all... i'm still not really over MJ yet... although his death was like..weeks ago..
and..yes..i've been listening to his songs and especially been watching his videos even til today...
anyway... enough of MJ..

i give you.. the Roller Babies.. =D






haha!! funny one..

speaking of skating... i shall post about it after da test is over..

Tribute to MJ...

People screamt..
People cried..
People fainted..

All for one person...
A legend..

He is..

Michael Jackson..

We have indeed..

lost one of the greatest icon...

haihh.....it's really a shocking news... shocking death..
was sleeping... Sim Yee called...asking whether wana go for movie, Transformers...
declined it..
saw a msg..from Maggi..received earlier..
the moment i opened it...
"michael jackson dead"..
my reaction was...
from blurry sleepy eyes...to WIDE!!! open eyes... couldnt really believe it...
so..after that..immediately on da com..
tv...CNN..BBC..radio stations..EVERYWHERE.. it's all about MJ's death..

ARGHH!!!!! REALLY CANT BELIEVE IT...DAMN SHOCKING OK...AND.....
SAD!!!
was damn looking forward for his upcoming concerts...but....
HE COULDN'T MAKE IT!!! :'(

here's one of my all time favourite songs from him...

"Billie Jean"

I love his moves!!! and there goes his hat..

He was...and will always be an AWESOME entertainer..

woohoo!!! ASs' over!!!

yes..it finally ended.. report will be.. Chemistry's fucked..as well as GP..
and.. right after dat paper..i was like.....neutral..??
as if..how my usual college days go by...and..what do you know...

"eh Faris..exam's over!!!"
"HAHA!! bagus!! okok..come my house now.."
"haha!!dei but..i damn hungry now la..and i feel like thurkah's-ing..HAHAHA!!"
"er..you come my hse first den we go la.."
"okok..i'll fetch my sis back first den i come.."

(at home)
"eh Faris..so how??"
"actually..i kinda feel like going out today la..haha!!"
"ok...so..where we go??"
"we go times square check out da animes la"
"er...wana watch movie also ah??"
"can also la.."
"like dat ah...ermm..ok la.."
"dei come my house first..den we go thurkah's..den we go ts.."
"okok..i come now.."

next thing you know is..
(on computer)
chat for 10mins++ hahahaha!!

and so..after makan all..went to times square...and we bought da 3.30pm movie.. 'Monsters vs Aliens'.. well..since we still had quite some time.. we went hunting for..ANIME!! =D

da moment we entered the shops...we started scanning for what we want..and...well..some of them are damn expensive..so there's nth much we could say..but..da cheap ones..as in..EXTREMELY CHEAP AND WORTH IT!!! we were like.. "HOHOHO!!!HAHAHAH!!! OMG!!!"
da best thing is dat..it gets cheaper as we kept searching.. it was like..paradise!!hahaha!! huhu!! and seriously we spent quite long there..and..it's really my first time..buying quite a number of them..all at one time..
and of course.. i paid da 'price' of it.. =,= PAIN AH!!!! =(
















































movie time!!
before i go on..i really really must say this right here...
dat show is just...GAWD-DAMN-FUCKING FUNNY!!!!!
it's really really really a MUST!!! watch movie..
and seriously...i could feel my tears as i was laughing..
so..pls pls pls watch it if you can..it's highly recommended.. (by me) haha!!
(makes me feel like getting da dvd and watch it everyday..)









ya know...i havent enjoyed like dat for quite long i guess... shopping....... *sinister smile*
shopped for anime.. still not enough..my collections not complete yet!! =_= will definately complete it...NEXT TIME.. =D
and...there's more to shop...with da gang..
sad thing is that.....im going broke..BIG TIME... arghh!!!

anyway...exam's over.. so..we SHOULD celebrate kau kau!!! =D
(for now..)

Think again..Kiss..and Kiss Again..

with all da 'elements' in..

i duno but...if i go on like this everyday...i doubt my soft tummy...

that 'finally' day..

AND FINALLY!!!! PICTURE OF THE BLOG!!! Robson with his China-officers-hat..omg!!! discipline wei!!!! salute him wei!!! and somehow..da one i was wearing..reminds me of.....some kind of a....masked hero.. hahah!!! damn like this pic la.. =P

6th April 2009.... the very last day of mid course...maybe not a big deal to some ppl...but...it's a BOMB TO ME!!!really couldnt take 'last min', 'reading' and 'frust' anymore... =,=

right after da paper....rushed home...dropped da car... and...off we go..to times square..

as usual..let da pics to da 'talking'...=,=

At Papa John's Pizza!!

Angel, Robson, Baoly and SQ.. da whatever bread stick dat everyone was eating... NICE....

Itadakimasu!!!

Xiao V, Wei Hui and Ivan..

of course..not to forget... DA PIZZA!!! haha!! =P

so...after lunch..some went off to karaoke...shopping..and....window shopping...which...were us.. and..in the end...we ended up at bowling centre...

Ivan..with his first bowl of da day..

( I din know tat figure was me..until i recognised da hair.. =S )

SQ gave da 'honour' to me to make his first bowl..=,=

and seriously...i really din know who was this at first... (noooo...)

well..actually..before they bowled...we were pool-ing first... and..after da girls' lane was done.. me and Wei Hui got tempted to pool again..and...eventually..all of them came..

we actually spent most of da time there..Ah Yan kept practising power shots...and......... nvm.. after all da long wait..we finally moved on...window shopping again.. and..we passed by wild channel... Ah Yan got tempted to try those 'half price' shirts..and.....

camwhoring... Ah Yan with her...'abit kua cheong' shirt..

haha!! it was quite random.. I jst did whatever that came to my mind..

well..after window shopping all...some of them were hungry..and...we went to 'sek hou'... and..this was me, Ah Yan and Kuan Yee ordered...cant remember the name though..but... it was... AWWESOME..

(scroll all the way up..)

it was getting late..and everyone was extremely tired...

yup..that's all...

thank you..

stolen..

Are you happy?

Yes.
Why do you ask?

You seem lonely.

Well.
I like being alone.
Gives me time to think.

So you like to think a lot?

Yes.
I do.

Why do you like to think?

It helps me figure things out.
Figuring things out gives answers.

And that makes you happy?

Sure.
Why not?

How does it make you happy?

I feel a sense of accomplishment.
That makes me feel satisfied with myself.

But you're just satisfied then?

Yeah.
I guess.

So are you happy?


I guess not...

That Valentine's Day..

ok...it's kinda late to post this...but i guess it's ok.. i got da pics late..=,= so..dat explains..

it was da day before..(friday) we finished our test 4..and...we went klcc for movie..(planned to watch either benjamin button or bride wars..but..turned out underworld 3) kuan yee suggested to...'masak masak' having recipe books as guides...and..we decided at Vanessa's hse...

da next day..i think..about..1pm??(i was late...and KY had to wait for quite some time..and..Sim Yee was later) we reached tesco..and...shopping.. =D

List of items that we bought :
- 2 packets of spaghetti
- about..1-2kg of potatoes
- vege's for salad
- sauce(for spaghetti and everything la)
- chicken breast??
- 2 bottles of sparkling juice
- alot more.. cant remember.. haha!! so..total was about... 80bucks++ and...Ah Yan paid for everything.. =D (we paid back of course..=_=)

sparkles' juice??

Vanessa's hse :
Started peeling off potato skin and...slicing them..boiled da other half of potatoes for mashing.. and other veges as well..

AIYA MALAS LA!!! LET THE PICS DO DA JOB LA!!! GAWD DAMN MANY PICS..=_=

peeling and slicing..

i must say..it was very messy..

San May was so into our conversation that she forgot about the sausages..and..

the boiled and steamed mash potatoes..reason it was steamed..because..it wasnt soft after boiling..=,=

the kantoi-ed..

the kantoi-er..

Kuan Yee and Vanessa

(you love kaspersky)

Ah Yan and her.... mushroom-soup-spaghetti??

Itada-kimasu!!

so..after eating, cleaning all... MAHJONG!!! =D

and finally... DISMISS!!

Chinese New Year!!

how should i start.....hmm.... alright..like this...

how was it?? :
not bad...been eating alot...and...i guess i deserve it..gained 3kg..and..yes...big tummy is back.. =(

where?? :
for da whoooole week...i was in kampung...which is Ipoh..

what i did there?? :
1. i.....'ve been eating.....eating...and...addicted to eating...
2. been getting 'ang pao'
3. been playing digimon rumble arena with bro and cousins...
4. been visitting dad's friends..
5. bbq at Kuan Yee's house..
6. gambled at KY's hse...bet with only 20cents..and..lost....1.20bucks..haha!!
7. outting with Ah Yan, San May and KY...Ah Yan was gambling with KY's frends..and..went out dinner at Jalan....Tong Sui(what ever u call it) or 'Tong Sui Gai" =D
8. went to Taiping...and..that's where i realised i was addicted to eating..
9. lastly..laze around... did nth..

THINGS THAT I HAD LESS..DURING THIS CNY :
1. dried meat - i realised it when KY served them..(which was..dat bbq night) only had it twice..
2. yee sang/ lou sang - compared to last year...we had...like..duno how many times in a week... this year..so far..only had once...and..maybe the second..tomorrow...
3. cny's junk food - only had kuih kah pet when visitting dad's frend in taiping.. prawn crackers..less too..
4. ice kacang - only had it...on da day before cny..and...dat night itself...(twice a day)


THINGS THAT DID NOT HAVE..DURING THIS CNY :
1. dinner in grand restaurant..with all the food in a set..
2. 'yu chu'(roasted pig)
3. 'yee chi'(shark fin's soup)
4. NGA CHOI KAI!!!(tauge ayam) - the 3 things listed up there..i dun mind... but...nga choi kai!!! is almost a must..


THINGS THAT THIS CNY HAD, but NOT PREVIOUS' :
1. gamble..
2. outting with friends..
3. shaved ice with fruits (awesome stuff)

something extra :
- I was in Ipoh for exactly a week..and...dat's..really long...and because of that.. I COULDN'T HANG OUT WITH FRENDS IN KL!!! ESPECIALLY 'PAI NIAN' IN KL!!!!!(although..we're trying to make it tomorrow)
- overall...it was not bad actually.. =)

GONG XI FA CAI!!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Hope It Gives You Hell!!!

lately...i've been listening to this song nonstop... i like it...







this is the official video...and...dun mind about da blank part.. starting at 3.28th min..

just...my expressions...

Just so you know that..i've posted quite some....songs there... yes...you can call me emo boy..or..wat ever -mo la... i admit dat...i was once broken-hearted... i was in deep love before.... but..getting together.....i dun think dat actually happened.... look..da reason im posting this..is not because i'm trying to bring back 'something'....or trying to touch anyone's feelings...but i'm doing this is because.... i just feel like telling and..expressing my thoughts lately...in a way..to help my frends or those ppl who were once like me too...

I have frends who were once broken-hearted too...i want them to know that..what they're going through...is as normal as this earth is rotating in its orbit.. in fact..i feel glad and...comfortable to tell them..as..it might be a way to make them realise that they're not the only one to feel this way...i once gone and still going through this so called 'problem'....but...i can say dat..i'm not as 'serious' as my frends...as..i'm totally, completely, 100% over my past... getting over the past doesnt mean that i cant reminisce those days right... in fact..reminiscing them...is not something that i can control... sometimes..what we see..what we do...and especially what we hear...are da factors...

Songs..are always.....all da time... reminding me of those days...honestly...i was soooo sure that i'd gotten over the past...that i 'declared' it myself... i'm having a new great life with my new frends in college...and..still knowing more of them... but...there were many times that..i still cried badly after listening to....songs....meaningful and memories-bringing songs... actually..i did not expect myself to cry again cuz of the reason...but...it's out of my expectation... and i'm very glad that..this 'problem' is quickly 'fading'... but of course..i cant gurantee for what's gonna happen in the future...

I admit..lately...i've been kinda emo....not really enjoying myself...it was quite obvious of me..that my frends were asking me what's wrong... dun ask me anymore....i really really have no idea for why i was feeling like dat all of a sudden.. one thing for sure..it's not because of this 'problem'.... it's da feeling that leads to this 'problem'...

Somehow...whenever i listen to those nostalgic songs...i feel....comfortable...and...as if...i was 'alive' back in those days... it was da 'pain'..da 'torture' dat made me feel dat.....my life was there...existed...whenever i do that...i wasnt forced to...i listen..willingly...and with desire... honestly...those days..were hell... but after i'd gotten over it...thinking back.....i do have da 'missing' feeling... i do miss the presence... i do miss those 'busy' days....i do miss those eye tearing days... and most of all...i do miss...the pain...
jokingly..i'd like to say that...i love girls who can make me 'suffer'...and 'bleed' nonstop...all the time..i'd dare to say that...this 'way'...is to prove that our love has existed before......
honestly...who knows that...i would really love girls who can 'torture' me like that...

Recently..my frend..asked me this ques..."goh...when u see da couples right...do u feel anything ah??like...terasa like dat..." "no..i dun feel anything at all...why sudenly ask like dat??u feel smth??" "yea...like...i miss the 'presence' la.."
let me say this once again...it's NORMAL to feel that way... (yes T*****..i'm talking about you..haha!!)

After all these..i hope...readers out there do not mistaken with THREE things...
first.. I DO NOT MISS ANYONE FROM THE PAST ANYMORE.. (this is old case)
second.. I DO NOT HAVE ANY INTENTIONS TO HURT ANYONE WHO READS THIS..
third.. I'M NOT EMO OR SAD ABOUT MY PAST AT ALL.. I'M JUST SHARING WHAT I FEEL..

Thank you..

nth but songs...old skool...

so much more to say...james wendt

yes..lately...i've been kinda down..so..been listening to kinda...emo songs..this is one of them...it's really a great song...together with this suitable video.. MUST WATCH THIS MOVIE!!! IT'S REALLY AN AWESOME MOVIE!!! well..to me la..hehe.. 'honey and clover' the movie..









cai hong...jay chou..


was listening to emo songs till 2.45am like dat... more like..trying to listen to songs dat remind me of....those....'presence' days... this song...is definately one of them...








learning to fall...boys like girls..

after watching again and again...in d end..i decided on this...very very sorry that...da quality of da sound..is..quite bad...but...im sure at least still can listen right... ok..look...you might think that it's very emo to post this...but...i find it...meaningful...and...more interesting compared to da other one..so..dat's why i chose this... not to forget..this song..is one of the songs that 'accompanied' me...back to those days...all the time....









and finally....the ultimate....
liang bai ju shang....alan ke you lun...

the reason i said...this is the ultimate song...is because...this song...really reminds me..of...those 'missing days'....
i'm terribly sorry that...i cant post this video here...cuz...i cant get da embed...so...pls pls pls check it out in this link... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VZ_0VMzmETo&feature=channel

NEW YEAR!!!

hey 2008!!! i got smth to say to you!! YOU SUCK!!! well.. only da first half year... AND THE VERY LAST FEW DAYS BEFORE NEW YEAR!!! WTF!!! i had hiiiiiiigh fever...bad cough...vomit...bleeding nose.. and restless nights!!! argh!!! because of that... i couldnt go anywhere and celebrate with my friends... =( DAMN!! what a way to start new year...

well... the second half year was..not bad...and slowly becoming... goood..... great.... AWESOME..... to those out there reading this blog..should know la.. hehe

anyhow... goodbye 2008....and helloooo 2009... i don't think you're any good as well.. =,=

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!